• The Force of Now

    Hoodoos near Chesler Park, Canyonlands

    If you take anything and apply enough pressure, it changes into something else. Plants become peat or coal or oil. Mud, silt and sand becomes rock. The earth applies heat and the composition changes. Two components are poured into the subterranean kiln, melt in the crucible and become one. […]

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  • All for You. All for Me.

    Sitting in my idling SUV at the Walgreens drive-thru, waiting for my script to fill, gazing at the extra-planetary cliffs of Mesa Verde, its fist-like folds in shadow between the meandering promontories. The air, in the 60’s. Chalk blue sky. The Carrizo and Lukachukai Mountains in the arid, Arizona distance, belonging to another tribe.

    I think […]

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  • Letting Go of God

    Abandoned Church, Chicago

    I grew up in a religion which shall remain nameless, since I don’t want to argue over religion or attack any faith. Once those religious precepts were installed onto my hard drive (probably by age 8), they became difficult to wipe no matter how hard I tried in later years.

    Before I […]

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  • On Wacker Drive

    In this world, founded originally on the idea of fear, which lead to the thought of blame to cover up the fear, a near endless stream of identical thoughts, dreamt by all of us, prevails to cripple our recollection of love, which remains our true nature.  These thoughts, which seem all to be different, are […]

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  • Watch TV Instead

    The Infinite Beneficence of That Which Is

    Comes and touches me through the eyes of a child,

    Or through the diffused brilliance of a sun set through rain.

    And I,

    Ecstatic

    Overwhelmed

    Panicky

    Unworthy

    Unable to give myself back to It,

    Willing to accept It on behalf of humanity

    But none for myself,

    Distract myself from It

    Try to be equal to It to alleviate my discomfort […]

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  • Choicemaster

    Everything we think, say and do says something about us, doesn’t it?  There’s nothing unintentional about any of our actions, words or choices.  To state otherwise admits to the possibility of randomness, and if the universe or any aspect of it was random, there could be no conscious intention, and therefore no reason to anything.  […]

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  • Choosing

    To be proactive isn’t to choose against something that I don’t want.  It’s to choose for something that could be.  When I choose, it’s important for me to keep a few things in mind—

    • Choose the thing that will serve others the most, in a place that I can do it.
    • Try not to make comfort, money […]

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  • Heaven, You Need to Wait

    On I-70 driving into the sunset, just west of Kansas City, listening to the serene and simple music of Tim Story, I knew that peace was mine.  Right then and there.  There were no special merits I needed to attain to receive it, no work to be done to “get” it.  I could have it […]

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  • Do You Think You’re Different?

    “Do you think you’re different than anybody else?” the man in uniform who sat in one of the mid-rows of the plane asked.

    I scoffed and told him to have a nice day in a way that said ‘don’t have a nice day.’  I’d just explained that I had to make my connecting flight and I […]

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  • God’s Eulogy

    Nietzsche said that God was dead, and a lot of people seem to agree with him.  If God is dead, maybe we need a eulogy for Him.  Yeah, why not?  Let’s give Him a grand send off.  Let’s memorialize Him.  People do it for their pets.

    He (or She or It or Them, I’m not biased) […]

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